GorgeousBabes , Good-lookingGuys

I don't know what is happening to my life .
I simply just couldn't communicate with my family
I tried but just neither of us willingly to sit down and have a talk
They said i have changed , but i doesn't agreed .
I thinks its they the one who doesn't understands me
I long wanted to voiced out but my hearts , told me to not
I wanted to be 21 yrs old , i want to moved back to my sengkang flat .
I wanted a proper family , i hated the feeling of being the burden .
I felt so extra . Why must i be the who suffered so much ?
Basically , don't judged my looks my attitude my friends
my life because sometimes they might be deceiving .
Who is willingly to be my listening ear ?
Goshhh , why am i thinking stuffs that is too much for a child ?
perharps i need a consulting , God bless me .
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Sorry for my dead blog , will post after MYE
will have a proper post . Patched up things with Kitty .
Thursday 22 - Ends school , went slacked with Jessie
Firday 23 - Same routine .
Saturday 25 -
Celebrated Mr Concencao Bday , Meet Jessie Phillip , Went to plaza pooling .
Went Kitty's house played . Its a great day , afterall ♥ ( I Misses the past , Enjoyed the present )
Sunday 26 - Prayed Mum , homed and studyed .
Goodbye . Sweets

I Love Jessiee (L)

I Love this cutecute senior of mine , JESSIEE (:
She might not be pretty to you , or smart to you .
But to me she is just a fucking cute senior .
She is an Lao gao and A big boobs bitch
Today , she waited for me ended class and we went to slacked
we went hougang mall because i wanted to pierce Tragus !
but tomorrow got detention so , gave it a miss .
Jessie and I wanted pierce our tongue during holidays .
Went over to Compasspoint , to meet her friends
all badbad uhh , does badbad stuffs .
Saw Rifqi , he is as cute as ever >
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Went to Jessie's House , we do something ****** - *******
Hahas , imma so shy nao . ^^
Byebyebye , Lastly Jessie and Edwin I love you both *smoochies

I Loved him .

I am currently using my spare phone nao ,
Ohh ya because that time Edwin used my phone in front of Ms Neo
and she confisciated it >[[[
I am reading through the msgs from Calvin ,
urghh i miss him ): He is so sweet and loving .
We that time took a picture of us kissing , he asked me to post on my blog after 1st month
before 1st month jiu break le ):
He said he scared i sec 1 break with him , but its was him who broke with me .
When he msg me for breakup , i actually cried .
I don't cry usually espcially for boys , i sweared it the first and last time .
I know many must say imma hongster , but i really loved him .
Fcukup Love , i hate it -'-

Funfair Carnival is great ^^

Beep . Beepp .

Its is Skss's Carnival today .

Sec 1 is particiated this year for the first time round

Yesterday , which is Friday

We were busy preparing stuffs for it .

This Morning , i supposed to reach @ 7am but i reached at 7 plusplus am

On the bus , saw Audrena ( My Senior ) went to school together .

I didn't tied my hair ^^ So cool .

Reached our class booth , started doing the decoration .

Our class is game stall , simply digging out marbles from a box of styroform and papers

30seconds , 20 marbles .

The more the marbles , the better it is .

Thanks Ms Lin , for helping us doing so many things .

We are really grateful for it ,

This Funfair is super duper fun man !!!!

You should not missed it :DDDD

The YOG Leo and Marley came , DJs from Yes 9.33fm ,

Dunking machine , Hunted house , Ramily burgers ,

Nacho cheese , Chicken wings , Bubble tea , Ice-creams , pizza , and manymany MORE !!

I was drenched by the guys who poured me water ,

Thanks i appreciated it ==

Our class was last to leave , you know why ?

We used styroforms to play then end up all the forms are on the parade square

we had a hard time to dig out from the gaps in the bricks .

This year , our booth is sucky as everyting is LAST MINUTE

i'm sure next year if we remains in 2E1 , things will be better

My heart pounds hard , sweating cold sweats , face blushed . When I saw you .

The good things between us that I still remembers.
They repeatedly emphasize themselves daily in my thoughts.

The good things between us that I still cling on to.
I'm stuck with thoughts of you being a very good person.While the bad things I don't remember , the things you had done.
I never remembers them, and never kept them at heart. I don't understand myself at all.
And it had been like this, that renders me unable to forget it.
I'm still thinking sincerely and honestly that you had ever love me.
And it had been like this, that I'm in pain like that.
If I could remember the scene of you abandoning me.
And that's probably easier for me to forget you.
The good things between us are deeply hurting me in my heart.
The more I remembers them the more they hurt exceedingly.
While the bad things I don't remember,. the things you had done.
I never remembers them, and never kept them at heart. I don't understand myself at all.
And it had been like this, that renders me unable to forget it.
I'm still thinking sincerely and honestly that you had ever love me.
And it had been like this, that I'm in pain like that.
If I could remember the scene of you abandoning me.
And that's probably easier for me to forget you.
And it had been like this, that renders me unable to forget it.
I'm still thinking sincerely and honestly that you had ever love me.
And it had been like this, that I'm in pain like that.
If I could remember the scene of you abandoning me.
And that's probably easier for me to forget you.



/ : Credits to Liwen

I belong to him ,

14042010 , 6.00pm was (L)
ETMC's My Property .
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I din't know whether i love him anot .
All i know is he treats me very good unlike other guys
I think i din't trust love and doubt it as Calvin leaves a phobia for me .
I am trying my very best to forget him , but when its comes to Love
I will always remember the pains i got from it .
I also become more and more lesbian - tic .
I'm afraid i might be a lesbian in the future . God bless me
Etc . I love kissing my senior ( Lips , Tongue )
You many find it gross , but to me it was perfectly NORMAL .
I mean if its a guy , propably not . But she is a female .
I treated kiss as " English style " if the caucasians can do it .
Why not Singaporeans do it ?
I not those type of typical girls , what nonsense " First Kiss "
Wears all those coloured hairbands and bands in school ,
flirting with boys , simply behaved as an " Ah lian "
Even though , many called me a gangster girl
I am trying to change to be a better girl with great future and sucessful life .
I could imagine 10 years later ,
I would be wild , clubbing
Working for myself , raised up myself , leading my life whole-heartedly
Overcome problems , enjoying life .
Find a guy/girl and together .

P/s : I din't really mind to be a lesbian , as i'm not so traditional mind . ^^

Meiyoumao !!

Back from chalet . Happy Birthday Fiora !!

Your present will be arriving soon . ^^

It was a joyful and sad . As i quarrel with my Aunt for stayover .

Posted some photos , i'm dead beat .

I'll posted next time (L)

Day 1 ; Friday 9'4'2010

After school , go home straight .

Prepared and packed . Eat Noodles before leaving the house .

Go compasspoint , bought bubble tea and waited for Fiora .

At first , i felt neglect as she had along with many sec friends .

Then Fiora and me begin to be Hyperactive liao , Hahas

Waited @ compasspoint for her friends .

I hate people for are late , so irresponsible >[[[[

Take bus , go the chalet there .

Before that when to play pool , the pool there is sucks !

Go back Bbq pit and eat .

PLAYPLAYPLAYY

The night started ,

Me , Fiora , Kitty , Junjie , Xueying , Russell , Felisa , Cheekiat

we go E!hub slacked . Ate Mac

we ton - ed awhile then slept alr .

Junjie , Kitty and me went to the playground and slacked .

6plus , awake by Junjie asking me go see sunrise ,

In the end , no sunrise as the sun is not in our direction .

Day 2 ; Saturday 10'4'2010

Went White sands to eat and window - shopped .

Jacob and Angelu came , Jacob is so Fcking cute and handsome .

I wore his blue contact lenses , so pretty !!!

I'm gonna buybuybuyy it .

took Neoprints , i was a nerd @ designing as i first timer ><

Played the toy - catcher . ( My Money Flyyy )

Junjie went back w/o saying 'Byebye' to me >[[[

Back to the chalet , played pool again as there was nothing else .

Kitty was like angry and go home :O

Calvin , Kenny came .

Played Truth or Dare , go Bbq pit and eat

@ Night ,

we go E!hub slacked , ate Burger King

Kelvin ( Kenny's Brother ) , Greffrey came .

Meet at Chalet

Jacob , Cheekiat , Felisa , Xueying , Kitty went home . **Smoochies

Misses them ( lovesloves )

Day 3 ; Sunday 11'4'2010

Same routine .

White sands > Chalet > Pool > Played

Home sweet home @ 5pm .

Monday - Tuesday

Normal school days , got dentention today >[

Fiora , you this little girl of mine .

No matters how old are you ,

in my heart you are always the childish girl

I miss you badly .

Your present is flying towards you , i confirm will give you de ^^

I Loves You .

Happy Birthday , Fiora

I dreamt of an prince , rescued me from mine's nightmare .

Just a typical thursday , was late again .
Its the 9th times from January to April , God bless me not to get an detention .
After school , got a committee meeting
1E1 is it really united ? There are 23 people in the committe yet only half came .
Teachers are really biased and buyers , i regretted for coming to Skss
I should have gone to Hgss or Gdss .
I was rude to Ms Lin (form teacher) , i shall apologise tomorrow .
I hate myself for treating good teachers rude >[[[
After Yuanting , ends her stuffs .
Peiyi , Bernise , Yuanting , Josson and Me
went to compasspoint to have our lunch KFC .
Was laughing madly , people must have pondered 'Are they mad ?'
After departed with josson .
We played hide-and-seek @ compasspoint .
Went montip , was choosing stuff and i clumsy bumped into Yuanting
I said 'Sorry , sorry' , then a girl from CHIJ sang the song 'Sorry'
I was thinking , she so guailan .
Then when she leave , she walk past me and said 'Not happy come find me laa !'
I ignored her , not because i was scared is 多一事比如少一事 .
Bernise and I send , Yuanting and Peiyi to the bus-stop .
Bernise accompanyed me waited for bus 83 ,
out of boredom we took pictures , and camwhored
as i loved that cute ribbon hairband of mine which i bought it for 5.90$
Now , i'm broked .....
Got a group of NVSS girls walked pass us , got 1 girl asked another girl
'Who is that girl ?(refering to me)' Laughoutloud ==
Why am i keep offending people ? ,
I asked many people "What is the first impression of me ?"
everyone said 'Ah lian' . They said is because of my image .
So should i blamed my parents for giving me such look ?
Sighh , I'm trying to get rid of the 'Ah lian impression' >:

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Fiora's birthday is coming soon !!

I'm going to her chalet ^^ lovesloves

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU

Hahas , Fiora's is going to be 13

which means she is getting older , shorter , fatter

(I can sense that she gonna whimp me) :DD

Byebyebyebyebyebye ^^

Ohmymama , i've a pimple !!!

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Nothing much , just for fun ^^

Hellohellohello , readers <: Arhh ... I got a bigbig pimple on my forehead for the first time Schooling days suckstothemaxxx , I don't want wake upp T.T Recently , was late . Got lectured from teachers Homeworks has been greeting me often and stacking up like a mountain !! Got a ah lian , say i step yi ge ? She was th one who get caught from teachers , and everyone knows she is ah lian yet she claimed herself friendly ? she failed all her subjects and in Na class , i'm not saying Na class are bad just enforcing S he wears short skirt , tongue piercing , smoke , chup gang What a joke ! She dares to gossip behind my back , why not talk to my face ? I don't understands why youngsters likes to be gangsters ? You have a bright future and why are you ruining it yourself ? Think wisely ... Alrights nothing much , life's typical . Byebyes :DDDDD

I want a time machine .

Yesterday , went Singapore Expo Hall 1 for an 'Easter day' drama .

went Edwin's house awhile then went to take 88 to white sands .

He ate Subway while i ate cookies !! Thanks Edwin for treating me

Went Cotton on , saw my dreamdreamm shorts .

it cost 29.95$ but i bought only 20$ .

Window shopped @ White Sands

Edwin keep persuade me buy that pants , as it was 50%
He thought it had been discounted but I don't think so .
He asked me go ask the salesman but i am SCARE !!!
But end up , i bought it Edwin lend me 10$
My 20 dollars flyflyflyyy away ):

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Today , went to pray in the morning
then went to Aunt Reyna's salon at Holland .
Reborned my hair and cutted bangss :DDDDDD
So happyhapppyyy , it was FOC .

Sorry readers , haven't been posting .
Wednesday-Friday : As usual , schoolingg days . Friday pon school , as i cannot wake up .
Meet cousin @ hougang , had lunch then went to hg plaza KTV .
When i was in the ladies , a waiter asked for her phone number . But my cousin didn't gave
i think the person must be BlIND to asked for her number :D
Monday-Thursday : Schooling days .
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Yesterday , which is Friday .
asked Kitty out for pool
She bought 1 friend which is Garrick , he is very quiet and shy .
Many people at there , we book for 8ft pool table .
Saw Liwen and her friend too
But Garrick is leaving so we played billard first .
Didn't really played , cause i don't want embarress myself ><>[