The pain that I'm experiencing is nothing compared to hers
Feigning a strong front just so that the back then naive teen would actually believe that she is doing well
It pains me to realize what a great mother she was
To be considerate of my feelings and lessen my worries even when she's in so much pain
I wonder how does she feels back then when she knows that she will be leaving me
It must be painful for her. So so painful.
It's been long since I had an anxiety attack.
It scares me that I can't breathe, I can't make a single sound, I can't stop the tears from flowing, I can't stop gasping for air.
I hate it when this happens to me. And I hate the weak person that I am.
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