I realized the reason why I missed my mom so much is because of how she was the only person who loved and cared for me unconditionally. My mother is the only person who will always accept all my flaws and never loved me less.
She won't shortchange her love for me just because I overslept all the time, just becos I have shitty skin or I am flat chested.
More importantly, she won't ask anything for return. She won't have hidden motives. She won't do anything to hurt me.
I missed her so much because of how I have to wary for people and it's so tiring. To constant think whether this person has any bad intentions.
I missed having a to trust in someone entirely. I lost that privilege.
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