Can't take it

Time and again, you did things that hurt me so badly that I want to question myself "Are you my friend?". How can you say such things about me behind my back? Even though we are fighting, but i never once wasn't on your side. I still supported you even though I think you are in the wrong but you never did that to me. You said I was wrong about making such jokes about you, what about you? Trying to break things up between the two of us? I had enough of this toxic relationship with you.