The more you love , the greater the pains .

I realised my world is so beautiful .

Hellohellohello readers ^^
I am sorry for not posting a WEEK ):
Because i'm reallyreally busy .
Wednesday-Thursday : Typical school days
Friday : Unable to wake up , didn't attend school . Instead went KTV with cousin @ hougang plaza . Saw Fiora @ hougang mall (she grew so short & fat)
Saturday-Sunday : Typical homestayed day DDD:
Monday-Tuesday : Schooling
Sighs , tomorrow had detention as i didn't attend the speech on saturday .
i didn't delibrately not to attend but i FORGOT >[
This friday , watching movie with Edwin ^^
ehh don't misunderstand , we're just friends
Ahh , suddenly have the urge to shop but i'm going HK in June .
so auntie don't let me buybuybuyy
I want a coach purse , juicy couture pink wallet , cotton on items , ribbons acesserise , vintage bag , tragus piercing , grey mango tanktop .
I WANTWANTWANTWANTWANT DDDDDD:

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To 6-4 girls : Mr Conceicao's birthday is reaching soon ,
when are your free ? As we can go compasspoint make a cake for him
or make a poster ? But i don't think we have the time for making a poster
So please contact me asap , as i can make the arrangement (:

Sorry . I regretted it .

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Just read a book on Low Kay Hwa , Journey (of of her novels)
It about a story between a mother and daugther .
they were not on good terms and 1 day , the mother told the daugther
she got cancer and left with 6 more months .
The mother called her "Ah-girl" which my mother called me that too ^^
But she had a chance to fulfilled her last wishes , i didn't even asked her !
Kee Jiya , i feel like giving you a tight slap ! You freak
The story is somehow related to mine , i cried as it was like mine's story .
I regretted it , i couldn't even send her last journey .
I mean i was sleeping in the living room , and when i was informed
she was already passed , but i didn't have the chance to speak to her .
Just pondering , Why wasn't i'm the one with her ?
Why was i such a sleepy head , i rather spend my 3 minutes for her than my 3 hrs of sleeps ?
Why am i so childish to quarrel with my cousins and made her upset ?
Why am i so unobservation , i couldn't tell she was sick ?
Why did i blamed her ?
I complained i have lesser allowance and freedom than my friends , but why i didn't
appreciate her kindness towards me ?
It was mother love .
Up till now , i have many questions for her and myself .
I'm wasn't a great daugther , i should just bang the wall
But no used crying over a spilted milk .

I am a heartless

and cold-blooded bitch .

Looking back , i've realised i've walked so far

Hellohellohello people , i'm back
I've already forgotted him I'm trying to forget him <:
I've unprivated my blog , anyways my blog haven finished yet .
I will try to completed it when i have the time as school is really busy
many homeworks and netball trainings ):
I have lost all the links and my all my Gans relationships ,
so do tag me your link and your r/s with me ^^
All , please stop asking me whether i'm attached or what .
I'M SINGLE
Byebyebye readers , continue tag my blog . i will post next time <: