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JYJYJY! KKITTYKWANXUEZHEN LOVES YOU ,

Boy: Do i ever cross ur mind?
Girl: No.
Boy: Do you like me?
Girl: Not really.
Boy: Do you want me?
Girl: No.
Boy: Would you cry if I left?
Girl: No.
Boy: Would you live for me?
Girl: No.
Boy: Would you do anything for me?
Girl: No.
Boy: Choose - me or ur life?
Girl: my life.
The boy runs away in shock and pain and the girl runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
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Now , is 1o january our 1st monthsary
but we can't celebrate it .
How i wished this morning , he would ask me fr patch :DD
Fairy Godma , please granted my wish in 2010
i want 2010 to be a good year , but the start is so terrible
Baby , i still love you no matters what happened
you remember you once promised me you won't break w me ?
you said you scare i find a stead in sec , but did i ?
Am i a bad girl ? i don't worth for you ?
Andandand yes , i cutted cause you worth it
you worth for my tears , blood , my kiss .
I still remember that sweetest lips , warmest hug ,
and your hand which leads me to tomorrow .
I don't blame you , but you're not a jerk to me
but a good guy , up to now
i'm waiting for you ...

"You're like a knife , stab through my heart"
and it scattered
Its over , it faster then i thought
left 24 hours to our 1st month anniversary
my heart is aching , i dunno what to do .
i am preparing to meet russell , to go white sands
and engrave a necklance for you
But it was ruined .
Now , i realise i wasn't the one who understands you the most
i am wasn't the one who knows your inner thoughts
But thank you , thanks for loving me once
and i can't deny you are the best bf i ever had
Hope you find a better girl , and study hard
Now , i know all those things you done
is to make me hate you and forget abt you .
Goodbye Boy , my dearest boy
but now is a friend

Jiya's sad
She's crying
She's died
Calvin's isn't the murder
but was fated

I said i would Mia , and i will
posting this to myself ...
Sengkang sec sucks damndamn lots -'-
my class all nerds , i'm the 'paikia'
andandand , many retards asking my no. -.-
my ear stud , anklet , skirt , neckance all tio by FatNeo
She is like Miss Tan in cvps , bitches !!
But hor upper sec many Shuai Ges
After school , dialled Eddie asked him come longbang me
waited him outside school .
Baby , fuxian , eddie came w/o BIKE , Laughsoutloud !
slacked @ playground , dhen theres a "men in white"
asked us to leave , wrote ours names and schs , took pictures
Damndamndamn Fucking god ! Mother flyy laa hor
Sorry Baby && others , for getting your in trouble
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In the past when i heard Baby or saw him

i felt happy but this time round is different

He treat me invisble , and neglect me

sometimes i don't feel we're dating , but normal friends

You once promised me that you won't lied to me ,

but promises always broken .

I thought i was the one who understands you the most , but i was wrong

i don't know when you're lying or saying the truth

But you is a good guy , who always cared for ur brothers

but did you ever spared a thought for me ?

I know your mind must be saying , imma flirting with Eddie or others

but did you ever there for me when i need you ?

In the past , you will msg me everyday or call

But now , you seldom msg me not to mention call

i can understand maybe you're busy

Readers , when you're attached will you lyk ur bf/gf be wif you ?

of course , including me .

Wherever i goes , i will jio you but when you go out did you jio me?

if i didn't jio you will you jio me?

Maybe you want to spend time wif your brothers

but can't you sacfrice some of ur precious time to accompany me ?

Did i ask for too much ?

i just wan you to spend time with me , is that simple

Sometimes you ignore me , treating me cold

i didn't say a single word , just watching your playing .

I asked you this sunday what day ? (1 month)

you said you don't know .

I don't blame you , because sometimes you maybe forget

But are you treating this relationship serious? Or toying wif my feelings ?

Baby , i'm sorry if you read this post i'm only saying how i felt

i am praying every night that you will loves me even more ,

hoping we lastlong even different school .

Baby , i apologize for all the wrong doings that i might have done