To be achieved:

• Save $2000 by the end of this year 
• Fix skin
• Fix teeth
• Read 10 books (or more) by the end of this year
• Focus on academics in y3 (hit CGPA 3.2 by sea 3.1)

I am hoping to be more enthusiastic in my own life and take charge of my wellbeing.

Seeking for the passion and diligent bug in me that I have misplaced...

I'll be the greatest lover for myself 

At the age of 18

At the age of 18, I tell myself that I don't need any love as long as I love myself. I do things to love myself. I buy things to love myself. I eat to love myself. I sleep to love myself. 

But watching shows that emphasize on family and kinship makes me realize that I miss my mom so much and I wish I had a dad....

How can he be totally out of contact with his daughter? Doesn't he want to know how am I doing? Why is that dads who leave their kids for work for 3 months are already missing their child badly and can't wait to be back?

Where are you when I need you?

Where are the piggybacks?

Argh. Fml I don't want to have swollen eyes for CNY day 2 zzz