Express

Sometimes, I wish I'm better in expressing my needs and emotions.
I wish I can verbally say what I want and what I exactly need without the fearing of any factors be it (ppl's opinion, inconvenience)...
I wish I can express myself when I am unhappy and upset.
I wish to show that I am unhappy at the point in time not fearing of causing inconvenience to anyone.
I wish I have the ability to do so.
To say Yes when I really mean it
To say No when I don't like it
To be firm on my choice

So mentally draining and aching xxx
I wish I didn't have to feel this way
I wish I was the only main lead