Thursday, January 28, 2016

Happy Birthday, Mi

You would be 57 years old this year 
如果你还在,今天的我就不是我
如果你还在,我们俩就会在老家
I miss you.
I'm sorry. 

Monday, January 4, 2016

2015

This year has been taking a toll on me mentally, emotionally and physically.

The acne episode has killed my confidence and I am still in the midst of recovering from this huge trauma. I think it is a lesson from God to teach me not to be overconfident in terms of my appearance. It also taught to be sympathetic towards how others who faced such insecurity because they can't control their skin.

I have lost people whom I loved so much in this year. Again, I question myself how horrible a human being I must have been for people to leave me so easily.

Thankful for those who have stayed throughout. You taught me how to be such a beautiful soul although I am nowhere near your level of kindness, unselfishness, gracefulness. Thank you for being such kind people in my life that I don't deserve.

I won't hope for newly forged friendships in this year to be great because I will make it better.



Thats all.