Just take my life. Really. 

Sometimes I wish you are alive so that I won't be so lost like right now. I hate you for leaving me all alone dealing with all these that is killing me so badly but I'm sorry for being a disappointing daughter and I don't fit to even be called as your daughter.. You are so much capable, kind, loving, selfless but I'm completely not. I would very much glad to exchange our position. Take my life, just give her back to me.... 

Sorry

It's all true. Whatever I have said, it is always true again and again no matter how much I wish it isn't but I can't lie to myself. It made me think again. Maybe I should stop hurting people around me. I don't deserve love from people cause all I do is to hurt them so badly... I'm so sorry for everything.. I need to stop being so selfish. Really lost in my life...

Just a piece

"K uh, you go do your things"

"Okay la, don't disturb you"

"Sorry uh take up your time"

I really really detest it whenever people try to end the conversation in such a manner. Just for your comfort's sake, you hurt someone unknowingly. Just so that it's easier for you to end it, you force it upon me in your way. How do you think I would feel? I would much prefer a "sorry dk what to continue", is it that difficult?

I have really learnt so much.. How disgusting it is for people to point the knife at someone just to free themselves.. How selfish is that..