I think...

You need to see some of my faces for awhile.

Doing a haul video soon after I get to shop! Desperate for sh♡pping! Ordered my JC nude suede! Hehe ☺
Netball + Cambodia CIP stuffzz are draining my energy.. Every week there's things on.. Omg.. I'm dying..
I need a breather! I want go shopping! ♡♥

Beloved family!

Last Sunday, my family and I went on a picnic at East Coast Park together. It is the first gathering we had after the unfortunate event happened on our happy family. I was very looking foward to this picnic! I stayover at my godmother's (helen) house the night before so I can help her to prepare the food. Elaine and Minghao came over in the morning to help us too.
We even went to drive through buy mcD breakfast before we start work.
The little kids (me + minghao) were more of a hindrance than help but we still did what we are able to help out with.

Reached East Coast Park! We start to lay up the mats and find a good spot. This is when all the camwhoring begins after settling. 

The kids went on the sand and water!!
I hardly touches the sand since I was the photographer of the day and I do not want to dirty my G12 too.

Look at the enormous amount of food that we prepared!!

Ms Kee Poh San

Yes, Ah Ma??

Uncle Roger

Eileen jiejie

Told y'll I was learning guitar right?? I do not have a proper one still, this belongs to my cousin who is of the same age of me. He taught me the intro of Love Story by Taylor Swift.

CHEERS!!

Time to cycle! We cycled till the Harbour Port and take some group pics and poke our noses' into others.

No, we are not an item. The one on the left is.

That was the fun-filled day! Thanks Lord for the great weather! It was not too warm neither it was raining. Cold breeze just hit on our faces. If you are wondering where are the adults while we were cycling, they were playing poker cards! LOL

Wrapped up and we went to the Hawker Centre at Old Airport Road for dinner before heading home.

 

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I am so tired after a day of training. There is match tomorrow. I am heading to sleep already. Dead beat.

Thoughts and more

All photos were taken @ Waterway Punggol

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Its so delusion. The first week of holiday is coming to an end.

I wonder what can I achieve in life. I do not want to be one of those who died everyday and no one on earth gives a shit. I want to create my own identity. My identity that recognize me as myself.

I find myself materialistic. I like new gadgets. I like branded. I like shopping.

All these things is like a smoke screen, blurring my visions.

I cannot see whats in front of me. Moving on each day with dreams stuck in my head, when will I be able to realise it myself. When can I do what I want? When can I just have what I want?

I will justify my life one sequin at a time.

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